Exam stress

this might be the last time I am going to talk about undergraduate-level examination stress. I pity my pea-sized brain that was pan-fried for the week and will be deep-fried by the end of this coming week. brain cells of acceptable quality are depleting at unprecedented rate, together with hair loss. of course the second-time experience of the 2 same papers multiplied the stress level.

this feels like somebody wanting to kill me but did not do it at one shot. a little hole is pierced, blood started dripping drop by drop and nobody is stopping the bleeding. soon enough, I will be dead; prior to that, I am to endure this whole slow and torturous process.

I tell myself that I can do it, by believing that I can do it.
I now hope that I can do it!